i miss britton
almost too much for words

not i day goes by that i don't think about what he is doing

that last week together was simply one of the best weeks of my life, but then california had to steal him away

lets just say i am counting down, and saving up
october 10-12
california here i come

Let's go out
On a dock
We'll bring a bottle and a blanket
And everything
Yeah, everything
Everything is going our way

We'll drive around the lake
Just a little too fast
My eyes on the lights
Her hand on my shoulder
Yeah, windows down
The wine in our heads
The city lights just blur
The city lights just blur

Lean in to me

Just the other day I saw the last person I had dated, for the first time in months, and with that a flood of memories and familiarity came rushing back. Everything that was said and done in the past felt as if though it had happened the day before. The same day I went over to my bestfriend's house for the first time in months. Everything about it felt so right. It's strange how memories work. Especially when it comes to relationships. Obviously it takes more than a year to forget what you have shared with some one. From day to day they cross you're mind, but only for a split second, brought up by some obscure object or event. It's not obsession nor never will be, but quite possibly a bond that was never broken but violence or dishonesty, just merely didn't feel right for what ever reason. Friendship is a completely different animal. I once attempted to explain what I thought friendship was to my bestfriend, a marriage, but to your friend. Through sickness and health, so on and so on, finally, till death do us part. It sounds odd but she understood what I was saying. For me and my friend it truely is till death do us part, I'll always be her bud and I her's. In a friendship it seems like memories help build the foundation for it. And without friendships you're truely nothing, and you're left with a loss of memories with the people you truely love. In the end I supose all we are are the memories that we create for ourselves with the people around us.